48. All that I can see…

I have decided to do something LOTD today. Actually I was wearing this last night. It is quite a significant outfit to me now…reason why I am blogging it.

Lemon Tree

by Fool’s Garden

It’s just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I’m wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I’m hanging around
I’m waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I’m driving around in my car
I’m driving too fast
I’m driving too far
I’d like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I’m waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me ’bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I’m turning my head up and down
I’m turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree

I’m sitting here
I miss the power
I’d like to go out taking a shower
But there’s a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder

Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don’t want to sit on the lemon-tree

I’m steppin’ around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I’ll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me ’bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I’m turning my head up and down
I’m turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me ’bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree

Most of the times we tend to feel relax and comfortable in the situations we are in…not knowing the future might surprise us. I had my dosage of “kinda” unexpected surprise last night, and it was a 180 degree turn in my life. I was clueless after that event, I wanted to know where to go to, what to do, to the point that you find yourself not being able to sleep and eat and just blankly staring at things wondering what can be done to keep things from changing. But you tend to realize, change is not something you can run from or hide from, just something that will come and have to live with. Now I am in the biggest transition in my SL, and honestly, I do not know what will happen after…but I will always hope for the best of things to come.

And just go back gazing at you from afar.

On Markski:

Body:

Skin: Evian – Ryuji

Hair:**Dura-Emo**04

Top:

Jacket: [ NERD.P ] Gradation Knit milk

Bottom:

Pants: -SHIKI-Pants-FOREST GREEN

Shoes: *FIR & MNA* The Citizen Boots

Accessories :

Shoulder:[CheerNo] Prince- MOON

Necklace:[MANDALA]AMIDA Necklace

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One Comment Add yours

  1. gabbie nubalo says:

    Wow,thats really heart felt, i could feel it feel it in my heart!
    sorry kinda feeling sapping right now, and you hit where you needed too hit.:)

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